Well I am still here, alive and well

Hello all, I have been a little quiet of late due to family issues, we all have them don't we? but sometimes when you're needed to use your emotions elsewhere in matters of the heart then some things get put on hold, hasten to add my lack of commitment to my blog. So apologies to all.

As I am new to the whole liberating side of BDSM and the whole Dom and sub thing I thought I would go about getting some ideas on what it is that turns K on.. now I haven't done this before and I really am up for just about anything, but I do wonder whether he know's what is properly involved in the whole scat thing. I watched some porn videos which are speciality ones of course and to be honest was a little worrying.. but I did keep it in mind that it would be me doing the fouling.. It hasn't put me off by a long shot, just has made me think about what it could be that makes people like it..

I do tend to analyse people and the why's, how's and so forth and still am very curious to find out maybe what it is that makes someone want to be defocated upon. Could it just be the humiliation side? Could it be the basics of the animal instincts that we as humans have nearly forgotten about through evolution? As in the very very early ages of man I would probably find that reasearch may show this to be a form of telling others to stay away as who ever had been shat on would be owned by one particular person?? Who know's, it may just be as children we were taught not to play with it as it is dirty, therefore letting us rebel in our adult years as we can now do what we want and when.

It would be good to get feedback if people are into this type of submissiveness to give me something to think about..