Just wanted to say a few words.

I always thought I could never be taken in by someone, but it happened. First subs are always possibly what you remember, fresh experinces in your first true role as their Domme/protector friend, playmate. Emotions tend to be fnud quickly with the intimacy that the lifestyle brings. With the honesty and the openess that surrounds it brings people together a lot closer, a lot sooner than in a natural vanilla way. I found anyhow.

Then you find out they have lied to you and everything that went on between you is rubbished in one awful stroke by the same person who was wanting you to give them what they said they truely wanted. It hurts, yes of course it does. But even moreso when you're at your most vulnerable, even in the role as Top/Domme etc. You find out through something public, without them having the balls to acually tell you face to face and you realise that when they have been wanting to come see you and carry on as if nothing is any different you find they are already in another partnership.

This lifestyle is full of timewasters. But similarly full of some of the most genuine people I have had the fortune of getting to know and becoming friends with over the last few years. I love the lifestyle and am not going to let one lying cheat spoilt it for future happenings.

I only hope that what goes around comes around. Karma they say is a wonderful thing.