I'm sadistic :-)

You scored as Sadistic but indulgent, You like to see Your slave in pain. And to reach this goal, You like to use many different tools like whips, clamps, crops, strap-ons or different kinds of bondages. You will make Your slave suffer, as long as it's consensual. Sadistic but indulgent 98% Kinky and sex driven 91% Teasing and "bitchy" 85% Lifestyler 83% The Trainer 78% Fussy and demanding 72% Psychologist 70% The Player 68% Possessive and controlling 63% Extremely sadistic, twisted and pitiless 60% Loving, caring and with submissive tendencies 58% Humiliatrix 57% Cold and distant 57% Female supremacist 33% Which kind of Domme are You? created with QuizFarm.com

Emotions

Are wasted on me.

I am neither happy nor sad.

I am not even feeling..

Not caring really anymore.

This state of mind hasn't happened for a long time and it took me months to get out of before.

It isn't depression. I know what that feels like.

I am just drained i think, void of any emotions.

B is getting my wrath recently and as for family members shouting their views at me, well usually it would have effected me in some way. But nothing. Not today and not for the last week or so.

But I am not angry either. I don't know what this mid way means. I am emotionless. I smile once in a small while. My mojo has fucked off and left town completely.

I have no juice for writing or for spreading positivity.

This space in mindstate is crap.